Any man who truly deserves you will
1)Believe your story
2)Be understanding of your triggers and
3) Love you unconditionally regardless.
These things make take time to see though because our partners probably will need some time for this to all sink in. No one is perfect but I think you know and will know in your heart what is best for you. Trust yourself. Remember the rape was not your fault and that You are deserving of love. What happened does not make your dirty or easy or slutty or ugly...it only makes you a SURVIVOR. A STRONG WOMAN. A BEAUITIFUL SOUL and A Women who still controls her OWN DIGNITY and DESTINY. Sending you so much love for yourself and for the world!!!
Love and Light